I hate summer school . I am always bored out my mind. And that there are people that are here that I hate also. And that I am going to finish up and be gone. How many times have you been in summer school? Is it fun or not? Is it stupid or cool?

Do you love summer school, etc.?

I hate when you will get in to fights with someone that you love so much. As a friend. I hat myself because I have this hitting problem. It is not bad it just a little punch on the arm or something. But my friend had surgery about a two weeks ago. And she is alot of pain right know and I was mad at this guy, because he was look at me weird and he is one of my friends and that he was just staring and she said, It was your face or what ever. And I dislike that and thatI push her on her back and then she was pist. I blow it. She will never talk too me never, because this was not the first time that I have done this but she was not hurt or anything. But I felt so mad at myself, and I cried. I know that is very stupid of me to cry, but I feel for her and that I hate myself for hurting her and that I didn't think about it and that I was not aiming for her back I was aiming for her shoulder but she moved. And all of  my friends are telling me to just blow it off. But I am not going too. I hurt her so much. I am not a evil person. I am a very cool and funny person and crazy and loving. And I hate that I did that. Should I stay away from her until she heels or should I just not talk, be by her, or just give space? I don't care which one. All I care is not hurting her. I don't like when I make someone mad at my. It feels like you push out your heart and swallowed it whole again. I think that i should stay away and not talk too her. And it will be a challenge not to talk to her. Because she is the number one person that is my best friend right know. And I do have other best friends but they don't go to school with me so that is why I am writing this on the blog. Because I can't tell my parents what happened. I just like other people to give me advice about this problem. And who ever does comment thank you for doing it.

                                 Love,

                               SOMEONE OUT THERE !!!!!!!!

 I am so excited to be 17 but it is just a number right? Yes it is. I think that Bithdays are fun and that you get to do whatever, you get the this that you want and that you are so happy inside.

I have about 7hrs. 25 mins. Until I will be 17. My dad is counting to he does not want his little girl to grow up. But ha life goes on, right?  So that is all I have for you today.